Tuesday, December 05, 2006

It is so heartbreaking and depressing to stand there not able to do anything for the person You care for... You wanted to help that special one... but u find no means to do anything for him/her... You see him/her working so hard but You Yourself slacks so much... You felt unfair, unfair for the person You care for... You want to do something.. You want to...


You tried to help him/her in the tiniest way possible, the minor stuffs that aint any prob to You.. You did it.. and You are happy that he/she is happy.. but is he/she really happy?? You want to get closer to this person.. You are trying.. You are trying.. but everyday it seems near yet far... You communicate with this person everyday, hoping to learn more, hoping to be closer... but You felt as though You are hopeless...


You continue to read more about this special someone... hoping to know more about that person.. and You realise that the person might not realise anything... You realise that the person might not even know of Your feelings. Cause You are doing things secretly and indirectly from Your true reason.. You wanna tell that special one all these.. but You are SCARED.. Definitely.. SCARED...


Are You gonna be just the old plain stupid "Angel"? Are you gonna stand here and just watch??
Do something cant You?? Do something cant You??

You realise there's a rival... and You know this rival aint good... but what can You do?? who do You compare him/her with??? This person is way better than You.. way smarter, way richer.. In Fact.. You are just a poor person.


Sigh.. You wanted that special someone so much, Dont ya? Try reflecting and do something about it bah...



Ahhh >< Gdnite to You..
Think about it bah...
Enough of all this le..
It's up to You to read and reflect on it.